Friday, March 20, 2009

Spinning


match day-29.JPG, originally uploaded by Ducky Doc.

It's not uncommon knowledge that the information in my Match Day envelope wasn't at all what I was expecting. It left me shocked.

I did something stupid today, I made a pros and cons list about SIU's program. Why on earth did I do this? Needless to say it was a very lopsided list. It left me no better than before. It had no purpose. No matter what I decide about the program I have to go.

What a whiny baby I'm being. I admit it. I'm going to be a Radiologist in 5 years. Which is exactly what I wanted. I guess I was just thinking I could have my cake and eat it too. There are plenty of people out there that didn't match at all. I could be in that boat, and for that I'm thankful.


In case you haven't noticed this blog is more random ramblings than actual insight into me.

2 comments:

  1. we loves you and will miss you! you're good at making lemonade (or lemon cake or lemon whatever!) out of lemons--probably the best person i know at it, and a super strong and adaptable woman. i'm sure it's going to be really hard for a bit, but then they'll be sooooo happy to have you--all those other programs will see what they missed out on

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  2. oh, and also...my funky eyelid doesn't look so funky in this picture...and my hair looks red/auburn...what's up with that?

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